We run like a river

《Don't Look Back In Anger》- Oasis

　　網誌對我的作用是什麼呢？我想從來沒變過，一樣是一個自己跟自己對話的地方。雖然說過很多次了但還是不厭其煩地說，只有在寫網誌的時候我才覺得這一刻的自己是最真實的。

　　不論誰來，不論哪些文章誰想一看再看，哪些壓根沒有人在意，都不要緊。很喜歡「漂浮玩具的警告」的《Donald Pleasance》這首歌中唱的 "tiny, useless fucking shelter"，因為每當我感到無法平靜時，這兒總是一個這樣的地方。

　　每當心情浮燥的日子，我才會發現是因為我好一陣子沒沈迷音樂了。這是我人生中全心全力最愛也絕對切不去的事物，於是今天點下了 Oasis 和 Suede 聆聽，懷念九零年代，那英搖燦爛發光的時光，同時也象徵著我的青少年時代，象徵著那段不論如何抱著音響就能滿足，並且也是聆聽音樂開始支撐我的生命的開端。聽著這些，就好像一切都能重新出發一樣。

　　「我從今早開始想要對自己來場革命，因為妳說我腦裡想的總是只為了自己。」

　　「當她離開時，她知道一切都太遲了，她的靈魂四處飛散，但我仍聽到她說『別怒目回顧過去。』」

　　很喜歡的歌詞。還好，今天我自在。Keep on writing what I want to write for myself...

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd never been
But all the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away

So I start a revolution from my bed
'Cause you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside, summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

And so Sally can wait,
she knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger
I heard you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows, if it's night or day.
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock 'n Roll band
and throw it all away

Gonna start the revolution from my bed
'Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside cos summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait,
she knows it's too late as she's walking on by.
My soul slides away, but don't look back in anger
I heard you say

So Sally can wait,
she knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger
I heard you say

And So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late and she's walking on by
My soul slides away, but don't look back in anger, don't look back in anger
I heard you say

At least not today.