(By Wolf Parade)
「我看到了很多你平常不為人知的脆弱一面」,可惜即使
知道那是平常不為人知的,是真實的,但那卻是令人幻滅的,
那是會讓人對你失去耐性的罪。很遺憾熟悉感為我們帶來了如
此麻煩、如此不利的結果。
我看到了三船敏郎抽菸時的性格照片,是多麼令人陶醉令
人充滿遐想,但我想像是否他也有像個娃娃般地窩在他信任的
人身旁的時候?完全脫去那充滿男子氣概的堅強外殼,哭訴著
,求救著,就好像是一件不可告人的秘密。「若讓別人看到你
這模樣,那可會讓人暗笑心理哦」,也許他訴說痛苦的對象是
如此回覆他的。
也許這就是為何我們總活得那麼痛苦,我們總是武裝自己
、隱藏心情,害怕把內心的難過和脆弱赤裸裸地展現在他人面
前,卻又打從心底希冀著別人能發現。原來脆弱是罪,求助是
罪,原來把一個人當成信任依靠的結果是如此地降低自己的價
值。
「可是我也看到了你脆弱醜陋邋遢的一面」,但是我不幻
滅,因為那是真實,那是一直以來都存在你我心中的。
很無奈我無法改變「真實」在多數人心中是那麼不珍貴的
事實…也許最後我能做的還是獨自一人吞下所有。
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When you're on your own
Spread out on the mat
Dead
The highway's endless drone
Something familiar
And how we love the seasons that hide in our stomachs
That howl and howl and howl as if Dropped from the great height
And I thought the hours that lie in the kitchen
They drag him, drag him, drag into black night
Dropped from the great height
It was strange
Constant blue
And the same ghost every night
I go walking
Just to find
My own breath my own breath through the path
I go walking
Just to find
My own breath my own breath through the path
Dropped from the great height
It was strange
Constant blue
And the same ghost every night
It was strange
Constant blue
And the same ghost every night
I go walking
Just to find
My own breath, my own breath through the path
I go walking
We are raised up very high
We are raised up very high
My own breath
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